When was the last time I even cared enough to get mad about something? My life is pretty apathetic most of the time; nothing inspires a serious emotion in either direction. It’s actually a little shocking to try and remember the last time I got truly upset about something. That wanting-to-cry out of sheer frustration and not just out of hormone induced craziness.

Realllly not something that I am used to. Always been the level headed person and friend. I don’t make snap judgments. When I decide I love my friends, it’s unconditional. They will always have my love and support.

But every now and then, I wish I could care more. Everyone needs something to care about in life that way (besides Carolina Basketball of course).

And life deals another blow…