I think I'm attracted to fucked up people? I don't even want to describe the fucked-up-ness of the others. It would take too long. Its like I want to fix them and I want to be the person to make them happy and to end that infinite string of rainy days. I'd make a great therapist. Combined massage and vocal therapy. I'll listen while I give you the best backrub of your LIFE. I guess since I've just never been that way in my life that I want to know how people can get like that. I hate that anyone hurts or is sad or confused. I just want to put a kiss it, put a bandaid on it, and make it all better. I know its not as easy as all that (psst metaphor!) but its a good place to start. I want to watch you sleep and know you are having good dreams because you're lying next to me. I'll chase the demons away.


I heard a song today that made me think and the lyrics I heard were "Dance til you fall / Love til you die / Shut your mouth". Sure I know its the same as that "Dance like no one is watching and love like you've never been hurt" But I think it makes better sense cuz it straight up tells you to shut up. Quit your bitching and live your life. Thats all there is to it. Dance til you your legs won't hold you up anymore and you've had so much fun you think your face will fall off from smiling so much. Love til life is over and don't waste any time being mad or being fickle. Love is too much fun and too great a feeling to miss out on even a single second of. Then when you've got those two covered... Shut your mouth! You are living the good life if you've got a place and people to dance til you fall with and then you have that special someone to catch you from that fall and take you home and tuck you into bed.