It has been one of those days. A day where a single email (not even angry or purposefully mean) pushed me to tears because it took something from my heart without even meaning to. A day where I have been happy, sad, energetic, exhausted, pensive, and apathetic. Today I have questioned what I am currently doing with my life (answer : just getting by for now) and why I chose to stay (answer: unsure at this point). I am working my ass off with three jobs just to stay where I am and I am trying damn hard just to be happy with myself.
I want to go home. I can't. I don't even have the time between my jobs to drive 60 miles and spend a day with my parents.
Tuesday, October 7, 2008
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